I feel like in the past 6 months, I've been punched in the gut (proverbially) more times than ever before in my life.
I think that I've finally discovered the reason why; I've allowed myself to feel, love, gethurt, and heal, for the first time in a long time.
And I don't know if I am any better for it.
That being said, I've made one of the best friends of my entire life who will keep hurting me and loving me all at the same time, just not in the ways I want him to.
So that's my baggage I guess.
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saying that i know how you feel may be presumptuous...
but i spent a long time battling with someone who couldn't/wouldn't love me back the way i loved him.
the bottom line is that i wouldn't have felt any of that good shit i had with him if i didn't let in all the bad too.
and well... i'm grateful. so i think it's worth it.
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